I deal with jealousy, I know it, it's not an easy fix. Comparing myself to others, comparing my self to who I would like to be, it's getting old. I'm so tired of not feeling good enough, and to being stressed out and thinking unkind thoughts just because someone else has what I don't.
I am tired of this.
I should be content with who I am, and not worry about what others think of me, or who they might be comparing me to. I'm so damn tired of having the little doubts that label me as lesser, no good, not worth it. I should be flattered when someone mimics something I do, not worry that they'll steal it and make it their own. I guess I have a fear of that, having attention taken from me, because it's all about me Me ME.
Namely, I need to get over myself. This life = Not about me. Not about what I think or what you think of me.
Why can't I convince myself of that?
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yep. I totally get that, but don't freak out about thinking about yourself too much, say a prayer and then think somewhere else
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